Wednesday, December 12, 2007

i slept with someone in fall out boy, and all i got was this negative aids test.


how am i supposed to feel when i login.
not sad,

nor happy.

just in the mood to write.

"you cant possibly write about love all the time"

sure i can.

if its on my mind.

i cant stick to pen and paper.

this is 2007.

this is the year where i learned about

part of who i am.

a myspace whore

a bad best friend

a bad speller

a bad secret keeper

a bad helper

a bad child

a bad reader

a fuck up.



this is the only place i can let everything out.

if you read this then its a fair game.



i cant stop thinking about thinking about "it"

'tis the season to be honest.

i predict in 2008

i will be even more of a fuck up then i am

and i'll be more of a sarcastic ass hole then i am today.



ugh,

tbh,

all i want to say is,

i love









him.

alot.



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